In a Daze of Confusion

I'm completely confused over things now.

I have been ranting about my current job condition for almost half of year 2010. A lot of ridiculous changes took place and many people had been complaining about it already. Had it not because of the job that we have for the moment, others would not stay. Others have kids and families to support and feed, and are very anxious to make another step. Practicality, as we all say.

The work condition has gone far from worse, which, in turn, made me come to a decision. When I say worse, what I mean is, I almost have no time to eat, no time to go pee and all sorts of stuff that are risky for my not-so-good health. I am getting tired of the routine, and the people that I work with are now irritating, compared to the past. I do love my job. It is my life. But how can I survive if the "life" that I'm living for would eventually kill the living life out of me. Got the point? So, I decided to be an office-girl to a home-based girl. I haven't started yet, but I will soon. I have been interviewed this morning and the owner of the company likes me that he wanted me to start immediately.

Our friend, who works for the same company as the manager (and was our officemate and trainee of my fiance), informed me about impending risks, since some students wanted to have sample classes with me on Monday. Problem is, I haven't passed a resignation letter yet. Also, I just can't leave without saying goodbye to my students. I dearly love them so much.

I am now confused because I don't know if I really made the right decision. I am still anxious because Honey hasn't found a new job yet. If I wait for another two weeks (two weeks notice/resignation effectivity), I might miss the chance to get my own students and not earn that much (the owner said "more students, more money). I am worried now. I am worried because if we don't earn enough, we might not get enough funds for our wedding. =(

I wish I really made the right decision. I wish Honey could easily get a job. If not, our wedding would have to be postponed again.

I hope my current students go with me to my new company so we can continue the bond that we had.... I also hope that this decision is right, that it would help me become more productive. God help me....

A Few Days Before My Birthday...

It's already Monday. I told myself that I'd lock myself up in my room and do important stuff for my classes. I also told myself that I'd try to blog this weekend. Well, guess what? It was a big fail. =(

I'd still try to make some posts before my birthday comes. I got to do a lot of things before Thursday.

Wish me luck, guys. =)

FOTD 081610: Office Make-up

My Very First Photoshop Project: My Very Own Blog Signature

Whoopee! I finally made it!!! ^_^

This is my first Photoshop project. A finished one. Hehe. I never could have done it without Sam's help (during the "Last Hurrah!" Hahaha!)

Just a quick post trying to test out my blog signature...

To blog soon... maybe this weekend... =D

Signing out! Sweet dreams, everyone! ^__^

Angel is MIA!!! Sorry!!!

Sorry guys, I'm MIA these days... I should be blogging more because it's my birthday month.

There's just many things going on at work.... It's all about work, work, WORK!!!

I will blog about many things soon...

Don't worry, I'll try to blog this weekend.

Back from the Last Hurrah

First Monday of August.

Gotta start fresh.

I am still a bit tired and sleepy from our outing yesterday. We only took an hour of sleep in our friend's place when we got back to Manila. Although I slept a lot last night, I still feel tired. I'm on my third day of my "Magic Days".

Honey and Me... ^__^

The place was kinda homey. When I first entered the kitchen and bathroom, it smelled like my grandfather's old house in Sta. Mesa. It looks kinda old but safe enough to leave our stuff like our laptops and cell phones around. =)

My bare face... I look so darn pale... No Make-up + sick = UBER PALE!

Eros and Hyun-Ae... Eros is Sam's laptop. Hyun-Ae is mine. ^__^

Me and the Girls

At lunch, resident cook Ate Anne prepared a dish of delicious Pork Sinigang. They also fried some fresh tilapia. The lunch was so heavenly! I wanted to eat more but I was not feeling good. This phase irks my appetite. Ate Anne knew and noticed that I wasn't feeling good and checked if I got the medicine in her purse. I said yes. and took it just before lunch. =)

The Pork Sinigang Girls

After eating lunch, the people immediately fixed the table and washed the dishes. Some, like me, jumped into the pool. I was careful not to diffuse red stuff everywhere! Hahaha!

Sam said I looked like a doll... A pale-faced doll, in my opinion! Hahaha!

Before jumping to the pool... Hehehe...

Me and Hyun-Ae, blogging and checking if Ms. Kim, our former Vice President is online...

Video Stills... looked as if Honey made me cry... I just fell from a piggyback! Hahaha!

Two friends arrived around three in the afternoon. =)

Me and Lana

The Jochspike Loveteam... in real life! ^__^

Stolen shots of the Tweetarts... So cute couple!

E-Lamp Boys... Spike! Look!

It was so fun. In the afternoon, the pool was turned into a swimming school... Big Mark and my Honey turned into swimming instructors. Imagine, from English Teachers cum Trainers to Swimming Instructors. Pretty versatile, eh? Hahaha!

They also became cooks! Big Mark, Honey and Cherrie's hubby helped in preparing and grilling the fishies. Boys barbecued yummy marinated pork! Talk about Cherrie's hubby, he's cool! I'm not sure if it's the first time everyone met him but he was very nice to and open to everyone. We all like him. ^__^

Honey holding the pork

At dinnertime, everyone loved the pork barbecue, milkfish and tilapia. How I wished it'll always be like that fun!

I took a bath and changed to dry clothes right away after eating dinner. Some had strawberry vodka but I decided to doze off because I wasn't really feeling well. I also have to go to work today, remembering that I've got lots of students this month.

At around 11:30 PM, I woke up to the sound of my funny recording for Yo, Bo!. I got off bed and sat beside Sam, who was uploading some of the pics she had taken in the afternoon. I wanted to go online and prepare my comments for today's classes but I was tired and sick to do so. I went back to bed while honey started preparing the things he will use for his special macaroni soup. ^__^

I don't know what time it was but he tried to wake me up so I could have some soup. I told him "later". Later on, Big Mark was waking everybody so we could eat, pack and prepare for our journey back to reality, er, Manila. =D

We were supposed to go straight to the office but we thought it was too early. We dropped off at Ate Anne's place and immediately fell asleep for an hour. She woke us up because the Manong Henry had to open the office at 10:00. We had breakfast part 2 and prepared to go to work.

On our way to work, I asked, "Can I NOT go to work today?". I feel so tired, sleepy and slightly depressed with all the changes happening around me. Instead, they encouraged me to stay patient and just think of myself lucky because I still have a job for a month. *Stop.* *Will not rant on this wonderful post.*

I'm happy to start my Birthday month with these friends. =)

Hope there's part two. ^__^

Swimming Fail

I'm on an outing now.

Sad to say, almost everyone is jumping on to the pool. Me? Here, blogging. don't get me wrong. I love blogging. But I also love swimming. I can't go to the pool now. I am on my second day of Magic Days! =S

How do I ever get to the pool with this? Darn. I can't get in and out of the pool... =(

FOTD 080110: No Make-up!

I would just sing my heart out an go to the pool later... =D

Have a great weekend, guys! I'll keep you updated once in a while. ^__~